Man until today it seemed well but now its just a blah of hell why but really yesterday seemed tough and i didn't have nothing to do but i wanted you to be happy not sad but ugh it just drives me nuts!!! but i feel loved idk why but why are you saying you love me?? why?? it's like a drift of something that you ignore but it comes back to you in your mind that you cant stop hearing it but i just think in my head that you say sometimes but i still wonder in my mind if your true about what you say but my friend asked are you still in love with him??? there are no answers for me to say i was confused nothing to say while i just think in my mind that nothing ever happened but it did idk but i don't listen to my feelings at all i just look up into the sky and just look there and nothing i say in my mind i wouldn't think but still it comes back to me when i hear the wind blowing at me but i can see you looking at me but i just pretend to ignore that but it comes right back to me and my heart keeps beating when i talk to you but really this is kinda not making sense here....... D: